I don't fit into monatany .

I just had this thought that I really don't fit into monotony. I could never be a secretary and type stuff up all day or any kind of job like that where there isn't that much rich meaningfulness and your doing the same kind of thing day in and day out. There's no way. I would rather live this kind of life where I experience all kinds of pain in order to keep my wild freedom. I'm like some kind of crazy vine that grows wild in a jungle. I need to be free really bad. I just can't be forced into a little house pot. Ideally, like now, I have everything I need and I don't have painful experiences. I have tons of love and support and tons of resources so I get to have my freedom and my love and support at the same time.