I don't fit into monatany .

I just had this thought that I really don't fit into monotony. I could never be a secretary and type stuff up all day or any kind of job like that where there isn't that much rich meaningfulness and your doing the same kind of thing day in and day out. There's no way. I would rather live this kind of life where I experience all kinds of pain in order to keep my wild freedom. I'm like some kind of crazy vine that grows wild in a jungle. I need to be free really bad. I just can't be forced into a little house pot. Ideally, like now, I have everything I need and I don't have painful experiences. I have tons of love and support and tons of resources so I get to have my freedom and my love and support at the same time.

The sun is poking out behind the couds life is good

The sun is poking out behind the clouds. I realize I have so many resources right within walking distance of my building. I have a good art supply store. The post office. Really good restaurants. Free bubble wrap and loads of it from the neighboring business. They also gave me some cardboard that's big enough for my paintings. There's free food should I ever need it. There's a got to be more than this that I just don't want to take the time to remember right now. I put 6 paintings up on ebay yesterday.

The Art Walk is tommorrw. Come out and meet the artist

I'm in the San Rafael 2nd Friday Art Walk and it's tomorrow night 6-8pm. The address is 821 B street San Rafael Ca. I'll be there from 6-8pm. Come out and meet me. Nina